Insane Random Ramblings

Ugh. I washed and flat ironed my hair for a job interview. My hair needed to be cut so I had that done but it was a frizzy mess. So I spent an extra 45 minutes on Sunday re-flat ironing it to have it straight. It rained yesterday and I went out in the rain to take out my garbage but my hair was still fairly intact.

Then this morning, as I was getting ready for work, I noticed that my hair wasn’t as straight as it had been. I chucked it up to the previous day’s weather and finished getting ready. I got to work and most of the front of my hair had frizzed up because of the moisture and humidity outside.

I am so heated right now. I feel like I just wasted my time bothering with my hair at all. I may as well just go back to the curly style all year long.

I finally got my hair untangled after several days and what seemed like over 1 hundred hours. Now I have really uneven hair as I broke some of it off in the process. Now I’m looking for a hairdresser to give me a good deep conditioning treatment to help bring my hair back to normal.

There is a salon that I pass every day on my way to work but I only know 1 person that has had her hair done there. The owner had just picked up his rack card printing flyers and was in the midst of passing them out. They have a special every Tuesday with cheaper prices but unfortunately for the next two weeks or so I’ll only have Saturday available.

I’ll have to call and see if they can squeeze me in.

I can not believe this. I have never had pain in my wrist and arm like I have right now. It’s been 3 days and over 8 hours and I still don’t have the knots out of my hair. I spent 3 hours last night conditioning and trying to work my hair free.

In the process I managed to twist my wrist in a really awkward manner. As I use a computer all day long for work, that’s not a good thing. I had a couple of extra wrist braces in the house that I was able to use to wrap up my arm. I can tell you that it doesn’t feel good to twist my wrist or try and type. Hopefully my arm will feel better tomorrow.

As far as today, I’ll keep my wrist wrapped up and I’ll try to take it easy.

I could just cry right now. My hair is in awful shape. It’s been hot so I’ve been wearing my hair in a natural curly ponytail. Most days, however, I would just grab it wet and pin it up and go. Like I said, it’s hot and I don’t feel like standing in my even hotter bathroom playing in my hair.

Yesterday I finally took my hair down and noticed just how tangled and matted it was. I tried to comb through it but lot of hair broke off. Now I have short pieces and I have to get my hair cut. I did find some hair loss products to put in my hair and try to get it to grow back. I’ve kept my hair fairly long and I wasn’t quite ready to go short yet.

Hopefully I’ll find something that works because I’m not ready for this.

I’ve been debating changing my hair color and maybe the style as well. Then I saw a before and after picture of someone on television and they looked like a totally different person. It was a guy and with a haircut and a shave he went from average to hottie! That just makes me lean more towards changing my look. If I add in a fat burner too I’ll look like a different person too and that can be a good thing.

I’m not even trying to become a hottie again but if it happens I certainly won’t fight it.

My hair is long and really boring. It’s a darkish brown almost brunette color but it’s my natural color that I’ve always had. I don’t want anything crazy like a really light blond or dark red but I think I want some highlights. Then to complete my new look I want to find some diet pills that actually work so I can drop a few pounds and pick up some new clothes. I only buy clothes when I really have to and they’re always functional and never fun. However once I get back to a smaller size, I can find cute clothes again.

I can’t wait to unvail my new look.

Last week I got so many compliments on my hair when I wore it out and curly. I usually wear some kind of ponytail for a normal hair style. Some days it’s curly and sometimes my hair is straight but it’s almost always in a ponytail or pinned up. It looks really formal like I should be wearing one of  my old bridesmaid dresses or something. So when I wore it out last week, it was a different look than most people are used to. It looked really cute, fun and flirty all at the same time. I think it really took a lot of people by surprise to see it like that.

I’m already getting asked when I’ll wear it out again. Too funny!

And the funny thing is that I didn’t do anything to it. My hair is naturally curly but it’s also very frizzy. I usually flat iron it completely straight but that takes a long time. I get tired just thinking about straightening my hair so I pin it up. On a daily basis, I wash it and put it in a clip so it looks smooth. 

Yesterday I washed my hair but I braided it while I let it air dry. Now it’s very curly and wavy and most of my coworkers say it looks like I went to the salon to get it done. Now all I need is to use the best acne face wash that I found to clear up my skin and I’ll almost look like a new person. It will almost be a shame when I go back to my regular hair style.

It’s pretty ironic that when I do the least amount of work to my hair, that’s when I get the most compliments.

Ughhhh this weather is the worse. First it rained almost every day last week. Now it’s getting hot which isn’t really a problem for me. But it’s also getting humid which is a definite hair killer. My hair has frizzed something terrible. I’ve flat-ironed it 3 times this week already and it’s still not straight.

My budget doesn’t call for a trip to the hair dresser until the middle of June. This stinks! I’ve been trying to look more dressed up lately so I’ve been doing my hair. I figure if I’m going to take the best fat burners I could find to lose weight and look good I may as well go for the gusto and look good all over. But with all of this frizz, I just look a mess.  I guess I’ll just pull it back in my usual ponytail.

And I have to admit that I’m petrified. I haven’t had a hair cut in over a year. I’m very particular about my hair and rather than risk getting a bad cut, I won’t do anything to it at all. When you consider that I hate spending money on myself, then you can understand a little better. 

If I need something for my house like a shower curtain, comforter set, or a fish pond filter,, I don’t have a problem getting that. But if it’s something for me like a make-up or clothes, I’ll balk like it’s a big deal.

I have to admit though, I have another interview on Monday and I don’t want my hair to be a distraction. It’s pretty long and frizzy with a lot of dead ends. I want to tame it before I go meet with the hiring manager. Who knows, maybe the haircut will be the thing to push me over the edge to get the job. I can only hope so anyway.

I’ll keep my fingers crossed that my hair comes out right.